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Saturday, May 05, 2007 ``
1:31 AM

So I've been living in this world for 17, I've seen people come and go,
things happen in my life, people changing, I've felt pain, happiness,
sadness, evil, jealousy, love. I'm only a speck of the world's ever
increasing population. I've done things, things in my life, that may or may
not affect the life of others. I dunno, recently I've been looking at the
world and life at a totally different angle. Maybe because I've finally
escaped that 'nest', called home, away from my usual luxuries and comfort.
I've seen a portion of the world now. I can say its different. Its
competitive, difficult, complex, challenging, thrilling, fun...only if you
see it that way. I've been able to express myself more now, be more daring,
something I lacked before. I can speak my mind if I choose to, and do things
in the public which I normally wouldn't have done (no, not dance naked). I'm
changing of course, in a different kind of way. I look the same, maybe
gained a little weight or lost or perhaps gained a pimple or scar here and
there. I might've grown taller, but I'm not too sure of that. Well,
basically the inner me is changing, in a way or two. I look back, and I
realize, it felt like only yesterday, I received my O Level result slip,
like it was only yesterday, I saw my PMB results online, like only yesterday
I had only dreamt of escaping my 'nest', wanting to go to the United States
to be with someone whom I once loved, only yesterday I found out so many
things about God, only yesterday I held the hand, and kissed the cheeks of
the one I fell deeply in love with...So many things, but they seem to have
gone by so quickly. I'm now in a University, probably not so far away from
where I use to be in distance that can be measured, but my heart, my soul,
its not always here. I'm always dreaming of home. I'm always dreaming of the
old times. I dream of the people who have made me the person I am today, be
they my friend or foes now. They may remember me, or they may have forgotten
that I have once played a part in their own existance. People change, people
try, people give up, people do lots of stuff. What have you done? Who made
you you? Do you remember everyone's faces and their smiles, or what they've
done in your life? I doubt it. I can hardly remember half of the people I
use to know, and to think, I was once so sad about leaving them behind, but
now I can't remember them much. All thats left is a footprint in the sand,
waiting to be washed away by the waves. Memories fade away, and new ones are
made. I'm slowly taking steps toward what I envision to be my future,
although maybe things will never go as I fully planned it to be. I've made
it this far, and I won't give up that easily, although I may have slacked a
little here and there. Lol, sorry, so many random things eh? I dunno what
else to say now..all I know is, I've been studying a lot of psychology,
culture and all that lately..all part of assignments. Social Culture, what
people think of themselves, denial, empathy, egotism and all that shit.
Well, I guess thats all for now...will blog again soon. Time is
ever-precious, appreciate whatever time someone makes for you. They are
taking time off their own lives, off from their duties and responsibilities
for you. Don't let it go to waste for them and for you. Well, put it simply,
shit happens, sometimes I just seem to be at the end thats receiving shit.
Fix it, it breaks again. Thats how fragile lives are, I guess it depends on
how you pick them up and fix it again, and who you fixing it with...Feelings
are hard to fight. See everyone till the next entry, just trying to keep
this blog alive.



{Vin}IntroSs~
Name:: Kevin Tan, Vin, Tan, Kev, Kebin Boi, Shin, Kevie-kun, etc etc..
D.O.B:: 23rd March 1990
Horoscope Sign:: Aries
Chinese Zodiac:: Horse
Email:: lone_redwolf76@hotmail.com
Location:: BSB
School:: Chung Hwa- SRS Datuk Simon Fung- Maktab Nasional- St.George's School
Hometown:: Kota Kinabalu?
Places I'd like to visit:: I'd love to go around the world if I have the chance.
Loves:: MinMin, Friends, Food, Drawing, Anime, Reading, Sleeping, Sarcasm, Chatting, Music, Writing, etc..
Fav. Colors:: Silver, Red, Grey, Black, Blue

 {Min}IntroSs~
Name:: Min, Call me RaiN~! xD
D.O.B:: November 01, 1989
Horoscop Sign:: ScorPio~!
Zodiac Sign:: Snake *psst psst* xP
Email:: dream_dynasty@Hotmail.Com, doublewish22@Yahoo.com
Location:: Brunei, Bandar Seri Begawan~
SchooL:: chms.
HomeTown:: Taiwan, Taipei~! (p/s: not kao hsiong xP)
Places I'd like to visit:: Japan, NewZealand, England, Canada, Italy, China~ Um... mostly Quiet and clean place =D
Loveees ♡~:: {most} like VinVin~! xD and my Lovely Peeps~~ Pamela, Manzy, Burt, Jessie, Aby, Irene~ and lalala~ xDD
Favv Colors:: Green Tea, Green~, White~, Yellow~, Orange~



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