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Thursday, September 21, 2006 ``
10:44 PM

Happy Belated 15 months~

Yeah, its been 15 months since me and Min have gotten together. It seems like a long way, but theres a longer and more difficult path ahead of us. It is reasonable to say we are in a stable relationship right now, with my parents approving of us. Things are tough, things will get tougher, but I'll be holding on.

Its the 21st of September as of today, and Miyano (Yi Chuin, my cousin's birthday) was yesterday, so Happy Belated Birthday!

Hmm, well, I'm not going to say everything is going fine in my life, as everything is in ruins right now. I'm still going on, trying to do my best with everything, despite certain challenges that I'm facing.

Living has become difficult, really, and it seems it has become hard trying to be human, even being yourself. Things can change very quickly, very drastically, and very painfully. You may find it strange that you start your day fresh, happy, and in between you find it fun, and at the end of the day you're suffering because you just got into a fight with your parents. Things have become really tiring for me, I just don't know how long I can hold on to everything before I break down, and the burden I'm carrying collapses with me beneath it. It seems so easy for my parents to tell me to study, when I just came home from hours and hours of tuition. Hmm, my internet life isn't going so well either. The subbing team is facing difficulties, there was a forum war going on a while ago, and we moved to a new domain, all seems well, but its difficult to rise from the ashes. There were trolls* around in another forum as well, starting fights, but I won't go into detail.

Haha, rant rant rant, thats all I do yeah? Well, I don't know how else I'm supposed to release all this. Theres really nobody to talk to, either because I can't find the time, or I tend to forget I have these problems when I'm around friends. Its when I come home, or when I'm alone I remember that I have all these responsibilities to hang on to. It all seemed easy back then, studying wasn't really important, at least not to me, it was more to...trying to exist, trying to capture attention, trying to make an impression in everyone. Then when all the fun and games are gone, I snap out of it...then theres a realization...but its a little too late now, I suppose. But I'm still striving and pushing. I am determined not to fail my 'O's, and I am determined to chase my dream and have a bright future ahead of me.

Well, who knows, things might turn out right for me, or in a moment everything will come down crashing. Life is just so miserable right now, so dark, so gloomy, its difficult to look on the bright side anymore. I'm not saying EVERYTHING is bad, I'm just stating its difficult. Flaming me will do you no good, so don't waste your breath.

Anyways, good night. I'm off to bed again. Not going to go to school tomorrow, but I'll be having 6 hours of tuition. Whee~Lucky me. I guess I should be quiet now. =X

*Troll - A fake, or an idiot trying to cause trouble online, especially in forums.



{Vin}IntroSs~
Name:: Kevin Tan, Vin, Tan, Kev, Kebin Boi, Shin, Kevie-kun, etc etc..
D.O.B:: 23rd March 1990
Horoscope Sign:: Aries
Chinese Zodiac:: Horse
Email:: lone_redwolf76@hotmail.com
Location:: BSB
School:: Chung Hwa- SRS Datuk Simon Fung- Maktab Nasional- St.George's School
Hometown:: Kota Kinabalu?
Places I'd like to visit:: I'd love to go around the world if I have the chance.
Loves:: MinMin, Friends, Food, Drawing, Anime, Reading, Sleeping, Sarcasm, Chatting, Music, Writing, etc..
Fav. Colors:: Silver, Red, Grey, Black, Blue

 {Min}IntroSs~
Name:: Min, Call me RaiN~! xD
D.O.B:: November 01, 1989
Horoscop Sign:: ScorPio~!
Zodiac Sign:: Snake *psst psst* xP
Email:: dream_dynasty@Hotmail.Com, doublewish22@Yahoo.com
Location:: Brunei, Bandar Seri Begawan~
SchooL:: chms.
HomeTown:: Taiwan, Taipei~! (p/s: not kao hsiong xP)
Places I'd like to visit:: Japan, NewZealand, England, Canada, Italy, China~ Um... mostly Quiet and clean place =D
Loveees ♡~:: {most} like VinVin~! xD and my Lovely Peeps~~ Pamela, Manzy, Burt, Jessie, Aby, Irene~ and lalala~ xDD
Favv Colors:: Green Tea, Green~, White~, Yellow~, Orange~



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