Monday, September 25, 2006
``
9:17 PM
FOOTPRINTS in the SAND
Yesh, FOOTPRINTS in the SAND.
Are you wondering why is it the topic of this entry? Cos' I wanna show you all of you, the story of god. =) And since I haven't been blogging here for quite a long time. So yeah, Enjoy! ^-^
One night a ma had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes fro his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
Healso noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."
The Lord replied,"My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints in the sand it was then that I caried you."
And yes, God is always with us. He don't mind anything, he'd just walk through every single thing with us nomatter what we're suffering from. He'd suffer with us. And instead, sometimes he's the one suffering, like what the Lord said in the story " During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints in the sand it was then that I caried you." It's really touch, to me really. =)
Well, the story's done. Isn't it touch? Hope you guys would enjoy it! ;)
Misshhh Vin! X3 *HUGGGzzzz*
Thursday, September 21, 2006
``
10:44 PM
Happy Belated 15 months~
Yeah, its been 15 months since me and Min have gotten together. It seems like a long way, but theres a longer and more difficult path ahead of us. It is reasonable to say we are in a stable relationship right now, with my parents approving of us. Things are tough, things will get tougher, but I'll be holding on.
Its the 21st of September as of today, and Miyano (Yi Chuin, my cousin's birthday) was yesterday, so Happy Belated Birthday!
Hmm, well, I'm not going to say everything is going fine in my life, as everything is in ruins right now. I'm still going on, trying to do my best with everything, despite certain challenges that I'm facing.
Living has become difficult, really, and it seems it has become hard trying to be human, even being yourself. Things can change very quickly, very drastically, and very painfully. You may find it strange that you start your day fresh, happy, and in between you find it fun, and at the end of the day you're suffering because you just got into a fight with your parents. Things have become really tiring for me, I just don't know how long I can hold on to everything before I break down, and the burden I'm carrying collapses with me beneath it. It seems so easy for my parents to tell me to study, when I just came home from hours and hours of tuition. Hmm, my internet life isn't going so well either. The subbing team is facing difficulties, there was a forum war going on a while ago, and we moved to a new domain, all seems well, but its difficult to rise from the ashes. There were trolls* around in another forum as well, starting fights, but I won't go into detail.
Haha, rant rant rant, thats all I do yeah? Well, I don't know how else I'm supposed to release all this. Theres really nobody to talk to, either because I can't find the time, or I tend to forget I have these problems when I'm around friends. Its when I come home, or when I'm alone I remember that I have all these responsibilities to hang on to. It all seemed easy back then, studying wasn't really important, at least not to me, it was more to...trying to exist, trying to capture attention, trying to make an impression in everyone. Then when all the fun and games are gone, I snap out of it...then theres a realization...but its a little too late now, I suppose. But I'm still striving and pushing. I am determined not to fail my 'O's, and I am determined to chase my dream and have a bright future ahead of me.
Well, who knows, things might turn out right for me, or in a moment everything will come down crashing. Life is just so miserable right now, so dark, so gloomy, its difficult to look on the bright side anymore. I'm not saying EVERYTHING is bad, I'm just stating its difficult. Flaming me will do you no good, so don't waste your breath.
Anyways, good night. I'm off to bed again. Not going to go to school tomorrow, but I'll be having 6 hours of tuition. Whee~Lucky me. I guess I should be quiet now. =X
*Troll - A fake, or an idiot trying to cause trouble online, especially in forums.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
``
10:39 PM
Merdeka? O_o"
Lol! Yeah, Merdeka~ When I came in to MW, then the first thing I saw was Merdeka~ LoL! XD Alright~ Since Vin keep saying that nobody blogs in MW, then I'll blog here then. ._." bleh! XP Okay then since I blogged here~ then this will be the end of this entry. Ciao Ciao everyone~ XD 
LOL Just kidding! XD I've been like, typing a lot today, messages, replies, and so so on on~ Just drew something out with the drawing tablet, it wasn't bad though, like it!! =D This is the first time I draw with tablet, and hmmmm, with color I mean~ and my colour toning isn't that good, so please forgive me if it's not really nice~ XP
Hmmm, yeah, this is the thing that I drew this afternoon, at Vin's house. I feel like buying a tablet also~ Hahahah!!! XPP And Oh! I just created my dream Gaia character today, they're quite cool to me thought, Wanna have some look of them? XD They're Here!! XD 
They're pretty, aren't they? XD Well, it's not because of me, it just because of that the stuffs in Gaia are too nice to use~ XD
Well, I guess I have nothing much to type here~ bleh~ http://www.gaiaonline.com/profile/index.php?view=profile.ShowProfile&item=4338629 this is my profile in Gaia, I've just down it too~ Enjoy buddies~ x3
And owh! not forgot this. *mwakz and hugz* to my darling Vin x3
{Vin}IntroSs~
Name:: Kevin Tan, Vin, Tan, Kev, Kebin Boi, Shin, Kevie-kun, etc etc..
D.O.B:: 23rd March 1990
Horoscope Sign:: Aries
Chinese Zodiac:: Horse
Email:: lone_redwolf76@hotmail.com
Location:: BSB
School:: Chung Hwa- SRS Datuk Simon Fung- Maktab Nasional- St.George's School
Hometown:: Kota Kinabalu?
Places I'd like to visit:: I'd love to go around the world if I have the chance.
Loves:: MinMin, Friends, Food, Drawing, Anime, Reading, Sleeping, Sarcasm,
Chatting, Music, Writing, etc..
Fav. Colors:: Silver, Red,
Grey, Black, Blue
{Min}IntroSs~
Name:: Min, Call me RaiN~! xD
D.O.B:: November 01, 1989
Horoscop Sign:: ScorPio~!
Zodiac Sign:: Snake *psst psst* xP
Email:: dream_dynasty@Hotmail.Com, doublewish22@Yahoo.com
Location:: Brunei, Bandar Seri Begawan~
SchooL:: chms.
HomeTown:: Taiwan, Taipei~! (p/s: not kao hsiong xP)
Places I'd like to visit:: Japan, NewZealand, England, Canada, Italy, China~ Um... mostly Quiet and clean place =D
Loveees ♡~:: {most} like VinVin~! xD and my Lovely Peeps~~ Pamela, Manzy, Burt, Jessie, Aby, Irene~ and lalala~ xDD
Favv Colors:: Green Tea, Green~,
White~, Yellow~, Orange~
Darrlinkss.
Mei
Manzy
JamFleas
Josephine
Burt
Burt
Jessieca
Mary
Cindy
Justin
Irene
12-Dz
DivineAngels
RainMin
Vin
Min
` Memories.
June 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
November 2008
ã
Can you hear me?
Introduction: This blog layout is originally made by RainMin, credit from no one by myself =b.
