.::___M.u.g.e.n__W.i.s.h.e.S___::. The Lock of Love

Friday, September 30, 2005 ``
7:18 PM

la de da~

La de da~

Okay, so that wasn't such a brilliant title. But heck, I couldn't come up with something better @@"...

First off, sorry for not blogging and tagging. Its been a while, and I kinda missed reading everyone's blogs T_T..and I kinda missed reading tags and tagging as well...

Okay, so enough of that. Erm, I've been fine. Except the fact that you'll be seeing me less online now. Ahhhh, Blogger won't accept what I've blogged for DA! Or rather..it won't load.

Okay, so what have I been doing when I can't go online? Well, for one, I've been reading a lot. >_> I've been reading Dan Brown books a lot. One of them being Digital Fortress, and another is Angels and Demons. Both are relatively interesting, but I'm yet to be done with Angels and Demons. Fresh books from the library XP Digital Fo
VinVin: Digital Fortress is about NSA, an agency in the USA, a very low profiled one. Involved with communications, national security, and all the way to decrypting emails and stuff from all over the world. Weird, but yeah, its a real agency. And Angels and Demons is about...the Catholic Church..and Science. As far as I've read, its about a group called Illuminati, a group of people, mainly scientists against the Catholic Church, because..er..the Catholic Church, the OLD Catholic Church burned scientists on steaks because they claimed science was taboo or something. >_>" Well, most of these stories are based on the real world, and are really well written.

Asides from reading..studying, doing my homework, photoshopping..and..and endless effort of trying to fix my internet T_T...Well, its still giving me a headache, but who cares. @@" I guess this should suffice for now, as I'm running out of things to say. XD Well, thanks for reading anyways. Lets see if it would let me head over the my Bravejournal to do one last entry for tonight.

Friday, September 23, 2005 ``
12:38 PM

Day wents.... =)

Day wents.... =)

Ah Yesh Here! Blogging about today~ won't blog much~ cos I know some others might wanna blog about it too =) I was about late for the school, and the Mr. Khei was again began his fire in class. No many student like him, because he's abit... how you say that? ummm... lo so in chinese? @@" haha don't know how to say it in english~ Paisehhhh >.< hahah~ but I somehow understand the anger of his; he respect and give ways to students, but not even one would try to respect him. I would like to respect him tho~ I went for my duty after see-ing his face, cos I know what he gonna say... "chang min, ure late for your duty again." so I quicklt take my broom and go down, so I don't have to listen what he's going to repeat xP kekek~ I respect him abit tho~ kekeke~

Borrowed my friend's comic "Love for Venus" during maths period... it was relief... teacher didn't come, so all of us do anything we like~ keek~ and and and!! Suzuna is DAMNNNNNN cute!!! xD I sooo and that Eichi too! hehehh! x3 and we don't have MIB period~ so I can run over earlier! xD and I got to meet Vin, Zy, Aby and michelle themo! Wheeeeeeeeeee! xD you know who I saw first? At first I was quite nervous walk into sgs... and then I see Jasper was sitting at the bunch there, so I thought they're also there. But non of the them were there... so I try to walk near to the hall... and I heard the door open, and... Zy came out! and Michelle behind her! hahah xD and wave wave~ Michelle drag me to the door side, and then I saw Vin look sooooo Bored xP hahah~ and he quickly went down after Michelle wave to him xP I tricked him that I skip class, and then he show his "how could you skip class" look xP then I tell him I trick him, and he trick to Zy too~ then Zy was like "Har? You skip!? Go Back to Your Class!!!" hahah xD Wait for Jo come around half pass two like that, and we went to Gadong for somethings, and come back, and watch them practice for awhile, and then go Aby house SWIM! xD I was able to go home by half pass six. My car just right behind me as I reach CHMS @@" so cool~ hahah xD

And now~ my parents and my brother went for movie tonight, the whole house is so damn quiet now~ The baby cousin just Pop-ed a water balloon in my room, and it cause my book wet... and I'm not able to study for it = =" not now and forever~ cos it was Ink!!!! and now the hand writting looks so messed T.T I can only see those blur blur dots in my book pages... I'm going to have that test on saturday~ and I'm not able to study for it T.T you know what~ he wet my book~ and he cry instead of I cry = =" how cool~ he cry for me issit? = ="

Sorry god~ I didn't go church today, well~ I don't dare to go church tonight since I didn't know I have some practice with my group last week ><><

Thursday, September 15, 2005 ``
10:43 AM

Worried?

Of course I was. I wonder what kind of person wouldn't be worried of someone they really care about. Anyways, yesterday, after having my lines cut off, I was still worried about Min, but I really couldn't do a thing. I called her house at 8, before being cut off, and her dad picked up the phone. He was worried, but confused, by the tone of his voice. I left a msg at Min's yahoo, saying that, I want her to call me when she gets back. So I still expected that call. I waited till 10, called her house again, her mom answered, and sounded as confused as her dad was, and worried as well. I think her parents thought she was probably out with me...So I waited, till, I suppose, past 11.30 close to 12? After that I went to sleep.

Had a nightmare you know? Something kinda weird, and sad..I dreamt that we, as in the usual people, went out. Then Min said she wanted to go somewhere, Pamela showed up, and took Min away, Min didn't seem to mind at all. I went around with my friends for a while, and got worried and decided to look for Min. Saw her at West Street, surrounded by a bunch of guys, and Pamela was there too, all so happy. I saw Min wrap her arms around another guy's arm, and kissed him on the cheeks, and then the lips...And I screamed. First scream, she heard me, turned to me and grinned, second scream, Pamela turned and grinned, third scream, I couldn't hear my own voice anymore. Woke up all sweaty, dry tears on my face, went to get a drink, prayed and went back to sleep. It was around 4am then.

Woke up this morning at 11, washed my face, came online. Read Min's offline messages, and thanked god she got home safely. Left MY offline messages and then chatted with Manzy and Tan, after a while of blog-surfing, went to Min's blogspot, read her blog and felt..a little..angry. Maybe more than angry, but I'm keeping as calm as I am. I dunno what this feeling is inside of me, but I'm praying to god to let it die before I can't control it anymore...Well, signing off here. Thanks for reading and tagging. Ciaoz~...

Tuesday, September 13, 2005 ``
11:27 AM

*insert amusing title here*

Today went fine. Practice was good. The planning went well. Jess showed up after that, and then erm, after everything my dad took us to Youme for lunch. We talked about some stuff, and I had a heavy lunch while everyone else had light - -"...

Erm and then we went to Menglait Badminton Hall, Renjie and some others were there already, me and Larrie already warmed up in school, however my reaction timing was still slower than usual >_> After a while, when everybody has turned up, we started the tourney. First match was Renjie and Teck Foung, and then Paul and Jong. Paul and Renjie managed to get to the Semi-Finals. Then after that it was yours truly and Jerome, I pulled through as well, Sun Seng and Larrie, Larrie pulled through. Then I went up against Paul T_T And lost. Renjie beat Larrie. And Paul beat Renjie, so Paul took the trophy home. After that we played a few friendly matches, it was interesting, I got to exercise and break some sweat XD

Got home, am right here right now, chatting with Min, cuz my connection somehow is horrible today since it was left on since yesterday morning. Thats one disadvantage I guess XD Hmm..I hope I haven't left anything out..Oh yes! I'm looking forward to Wednesday's outing, I hope there won't be any INTEREFERENCES. Really now, I'm praying really hard. I hope Min would earn her wings soon @@"...I'll get to test my wings after Form5 I suppose. Don't really know where I'm gonna study after that, if my results are satisfying enough...><

I guess thats all for now, now I have to figure out what to blog about at my own journal >_>"...*ponders* Thanks to the taggers for keeping this site alive XD

4:25 AM

HaPpy HoliDay.... can I have my wings free?? hmmmmm....

Well, first here~ wish everyone enjoy the holiday. heheh~ everyone is out now~ to dance and badminton, well hope everything goes well~ hahah~ just finish the chrno crusade that borrow from Vin, kinda like it. The story is about a girl and a demon and something something, hahah~ and I like the opening theme~ it sounds like told us never give up.

Hmmm~ kinda boring at home, havent finish my entry in Rainminz, kinda forgot what I wanna blog actually, haah~ let me continue once I remember what I wanan do there~ xP. So... Holiday... need to go "somewhere" that I think Vin and Zy would know the place I mean. Well but I don't feel like going there since I want my freedom that I could fly here and fly there~ hahah not neccesary FLY but at least I just want my freedom? How I wish I could just change my name and change my look by surgery, and just report that I'm dead~ Wow~ I wonder how would I become? loL~

I gonna have my test 4 after this holiday, and the first day after the holiday I will have my Science test 4, so I have to study for it since I haven't work hard on everything everysince the new teacher came, luckily our science teacher found the new teacher is kinda "useless" and so she came back to teach us~ hahah! xD so mean~ hahah jkjk =b whoots~ I want my test 4 result to be good, not only pass mark but at least 60 plus? I wish~ heheh~ and so my teacher won't blablabla me at the same time = =" start work hard for now, I gonna be free after my final exam! xD and I think I'll be off to study when it comes my final exam~ @@" I guess it would be two weeks? hahah~ final exam will be on the middle of october, and test 4 is at the end of september I think? My brain is full of test date now = ="

Today is monday, tomorrow will be tuesday... hmmm, I think we gonna swim again tomorrow~ xD can't wait~~~ I wanna swimmmmmm hahah~ so envy when watching them swimming >.<>< hahah, and hmm I guess this entry would be quite short, but this here will be the ending part of this entry~ hehehe~ sory for the short entry~ and hmmmm~ hope everything goes fine~ take care everyone~ =D

Saturday, September 03, 2005 ``
7:30 PM

Retreat, Spiritual Growth...and Mental Growth.

So we're back from the retreat, and it was good. Really good, compared to staying at home doing nothing. Its fun being around friends, laughing along with them, hitting them on their shoulders, and expecting they won't hit you back XP

So the day itself was fine, except I had a tummy upset in the afternoon. So we gathered and were introduced to the staff, some of them we know, well actually we know almost all of them, Greg wasn't there though >_> Peh. The staff were there to care for our every needs (Not really XD), they cleaned up after us and had to keep us comfortable.

So it begins, with the house rules, and then the talk. Oh yeah, we had snacks too, biscuits and some weird-ass fruit punch - -" Chris dipped his biscuits into the fruit punch, which was weird. And Louie was dared into doing the same, except in a larger quantity, so he puked. XD

First talk was with Aubrey, about Jesus Christ, and how he is real to you. Since some people make him real through the miracles he performed, while some make him real, by thinking that he is human, all in all, still human, since he went through almost every single thing we go through everyday, except resurrection. >_>" Imagine someone you know pop out of the coffin...comical.

Right after every talk we are to reflect inside the Disco room, otherwise known as the Discovery room, where its all dark. The Lord is placed before us, and there are candles lit, and the room is bloody cold! ><>_> So there are the different kinds of people, and Adrian was all of them, and is now the Holy Guy XD Soooo right after that go mandiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~The girls get to go Sister Shirley's flat to take their bath >_> and we get the bloody faculty toilets. Yuk. COLD water T_T...But it was fun waiting for our turns to bath XD We told ghost stories, and we watched and played card games...XD Also shared stores about the old SGS! The old CHMS! And catching up with lost times, seems like most of us knew each other as kids >_>"

So right after that I saw Manzy walking over in PJs (after my bath) taking pictures of us as we marched back to the Parish to sleep!

(To be continued...Running out of time - -")

Aitz, continued from the other day. So we went into the Parish Hall, cleaned up our sleeping areas and prepared our beds. But we never really went to sleep, so we stayed up till 1am or so playing with Aubrey's laptop, playing cards and making fun of Aubrey by calling him a Fat Russian XD Then Uncle Sam came down a few times, scolding us, telling us off to go to bed and whatnot. While the girls came down a few time to get a few drinks. We were actually supposed to watch some movie or something on Aubrey's laptop but we couldn't cuz of some other reason that I forgot. The girls slept at 3am btw, read Manzy's blog to know what they actually did.

Now, next day, we had a confession after breakfast. And a talk right after that, about relationships, girls, sisters, parents and then one specifically only about parents. Right after that talk we got to open letters from the people who wrote to us, I got 3, one from my parents and two anonymus. Went up to the disco room for one last time, reflected and went to write our reply for our parents. Some of us wrote extra for our friends, I wrote one for Jess and Manzy, last minute n_n" so its a little dull and untidy.

Right after that, parents came, supposed to be a surprise, but most of us knew beforehand >_> Went down, showed them the letter, Manzy snuck away to the toilet as her dad read her letter, while my mom cried after reading the letter and my dad cried after my mom finished crying @@" I also told them about Min, her being my girlfriend, and I got a long lecture from my dad. I forgot to mention my brother, Aaron was there as well - -"...So that makes 3 Aarons in the Parish at THAT precise moment.

Went to mass, my dad's first mass in 5 or more years. Aaron, my brother ran around annoying people, eating his Keropok and dropping them around, and my mom got Bryan to take care of him, and then when the mass was over (the father forgot to ask us to go in peace XD) and then went home! Haha, so thats that for the retreat *goes off somewhere else* Thanks to the taggers for tagging~ XD